Showing posts with label medical matters. Show all posts
Showing posts with label medical matters. Show all posts

Sunday, 16 January 2011

The Chrysalis


I've finally started to notice a real difference in my health which I think is due to the Low Dose Naltrexone (LDN). In case you've forgotten this is a drug Dr Wight prescribed in September. For a while I only noticed a few slight improvements in my well being, which could be have been due to any of my other treatments, not the Naltrexone at all. However since Christmas I've started to notice some real, huge changes which I think can only have been caused by the Naltrexone. I feel like a butterfly chrysalis that is just reforming and is about to break from its cocoon.

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The biggest difference is in my walking and standing. To be blunt I haven't been able to stand for 11 years or walk either, apart from a short period in 2009, when I was able to walk around the house but not like this. I'm much more stable and it doesn't leave my legs ache like it did before.

I'm now able to do 20-25 mins of yoga every day rather than 10 mins as before. Usually I do the stretches in the 'Before you start' section of my 'Yoga for common ailments' book and then some proper yoga postures from my 'Yoga for you' book. I've now restarted my chair yoga classes, after the Christmas break as well. I particularly emphasise the 'Cows Head' posture and the spinal stretches to try and correct (or at least manage) my scoliosis (crooked spine). I only do the prone and sitting asanas though as I still find holding standing postures difficult. I'm sure yoga has done divends to help my physical well being as, now I'm well enough to walk, disconditioning isn't stopping me from progressing

I have more stamina than I used to but still don't have as much energy as my peers. I spend about 3 to 3 and a half hours lying down, resting, but that could be due to my Mitochondria damage I suppose.

I finally feel like I'm well enough to do some formal study, also for the first time in 11 years, so I am feeling quite a lot better than I was all the same. I left school when I was eight so obviously failed to sit any GCSEs or A-levels. However I've decided to do some level one science courses with the OU which don't require any previous qualifications. The first one I'm doing starts in Feb and is called Neighbourhood Nature so I'm busy swotting up on my graphs and data analyse.

I've been reading up a bit more on LDN. According to the MSRC (Multiple Sclerosis Resource Centre) it works by 'the temporary inhibition of endorphins (a natural pain-killer, produced in the brain). This results in a reactive increase in the production of endorphins, which would expectedly result in a reduction in painful symptoms and an increase in the sense of wellbeing. In addition, increased levels of endorphins would also be expected to stimulate the immune system'. However under situations of stress or secondary virus/infection you can still experience flare ups of old symptoms, even relapses so maybe thats why it took a while for it to work for me? Due to the cold and dear Freddie? This info is all intended, of course, for MS sufferers

A few 'before LDN' pics like they have on 'Home and Garden' makeover programmes;

        
The above was taken a few years ago but still applied pretty well last Summer. I spent a lot of time lying down on the same bed with the same kind of expression.


Me at a weekend camp last Summer with my wheelchair.

And after LDN;!

Saturday, 8 January 2011

A breif history of ME with case studies- (updated)

You may be wondering who and what I was referring to in my Dec post 'A series of unfortunate events; why I've been slightly depressed recently' when I mentioned the people who died of lack of care and abuse.

In order to help you understand I thought I'd first give you a basic history of ME;

ME is probably the most controversial and deliberately misunderstood illness in medical history. Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME) has been documented in the medical literature from 1934. It has been classified, by the World Health Organisation in the International Classification of diseases, as a organic, neurological condition since 1969. It shows very obvious, physical symptoms and signs of abnormal body functions under lab conditions

However it has been encouraged to be belittled and confused with Chronic Fatigue in the UK since 1988 (simply long term tiredness, probably psychiatric) by members of the Wesseley school. Simon Wesseley is obviously at the head of this school of thought. In case you haven't heard of him, he is Professor of Epidemiological and Liaison Psychiatry at Guy's, King's and St Thomas' School of Medicine, London and at The Institute of Psychiatry, where he is Director of both the CFS Research Unit and the Gulf War Illness Research Unit. He is well-known for his strongly-held beliefs that neither ME nor Gulf War Syndrome exists, and that such patients are mentally, not physically, ill. Seems a bit odd that he is heading  research into ilnesses he doesn't believe in. He is also an adviser to the government and medical insurance companies.

He believes that rather than a physical disease being at the heart of ME, the sufferers are merely self obsessed hyperchondriacs and any self respecting Dr would be disgusted with them. He encourages the government not to take ME as a serious disease on this basis.

This has led to a lot of stigma around the illness and very few services, treatments or biomedical research.

Here are a few case stories

Ean Procter;

In 1988, a formerly healthy 12 year old boy named Ean Proctor from the Isle of Man had been suffering from ME since the autumn of 1986; his symptoms included total exhaustion, feeling extremely ill, abdominal pain, persistent nausea, drenching sweats, headaches, recurrent sore throat, heightened sensitivity to noise and light and loss of balance; he was also dragging his right leg.  In 1987 his condition had rapidly deteriorated; he had gradually (not suddenly as may occur in hysterical disorders) lost his speech and was almost completely paralysed (which lasted for two years).  He had been seen by Dr Morgan-Hughes, a senior consultant neurologist at the National Hospital in London, who had reaffirmed the diagnosis of ME and advised the parents that ME patients usually respond poorly to exercise until their muscle strength begins to improve; he also advised that drugs could make the situation worse.
Although he did not obtain his MRCPsych until 1986, during one visit by the Proctors to the National Hospital in 1988, Wessely (then a Senior Registrar in Psychiatry) entered the room and asked Ean’s parents if he could become involved in his case; desperate for any help, they readily agreed.  Wessely soon informed them that children do not get ME, and unknown to them, on 3 June 1988 he wrote to the Principal Social Worker at Douglas, Isle of Man (Mrs Jean Manson) that “Ean presented with a history of an ability (sic) to use any muscle group which amounted to a paraplegia, together with elective mutatism (sic).  I did not perform a physical examination but was told that there was no evidence of any physical pathology…I was in no doubt that the primary problem was psychiatric (and) that his apparent illness was out of all proportion to the original cause.  I feel that Ean’s parents are very over involved in his care.  I have considerable experience in the subject of ‘myalgic encephalomyelitis’ and am absolutely certain that it did not apply to Ean.  I feel that Ean needs a long period of rehabilitation (which) will involve separation from his parents, providing an escape from his “ill” world.  For this reason, I support the application made by your department for wardship”.
On 10 June 1988 Wessely provided another report on Ean Proctor for Messrs Simcocks & Co, Solicitors for the Child Care Department on the Isle of Man. Although Wessely had never once interviewed or examined the child, he wrote “I did not order any investigations….Ean cannot be suffering from any primary organic illness, be it myalgic encephalomyelitis or any other. Ean has a primary psychological illness causing him to become mute and immobile.  Ean requires skilled rehabilitation to regain lost function.  I therefore support the efforts being made to ensure Ean receives appropriate treatment”.  Under his signature, Wessely wrote “Approved under Section 12, Mental Health Act 1983”.
In that same month (June 1988), without ever having spoken to his parents, social workers supported by psychiatrists and armed with a Court Order specially signed by a magistrate on a Sunday, removed the child under police presence from his distraught and disbelieving parents and placed him into “care” because psychiatrists believed his illness was psychological and was being maintained by an “over-protective mother”.  Everything possible was done to censor communication between the child and his parents, who did not even know if their son knew why they were not allowed to visit him.
In this “care”, the sick child was forcibly thrown into a hospital swimming pool with no floating aids because psychiatrists wanted to prove that he could use his limbs and that he would be forced to do so to save himself from drowning.  He could not save himself and sank to the bottom of the pool.  The terrified child was also dragged out of the hospital ward and taken on a ghost train because psychiatrists were determined to prove that he could speak and they believed he would cry out in fear and panic and this would prove them right.  Another part of this “care” included keeping the boy alone in a side-ward and leaving him intentionally unattended for over seven hours at a time with no means of communication because the call bell had been deliberately disconnected.
The side-ward was next to the lavatories and the staff believed he would take himself to the lavatory when he was desperate enough.  He was unable to do so and wet himself but was left for many hours at a time sitting in urine-soaked clothes in a wet chair.  Another part of the “care” involved the child being raced in his wheelchair up and down corridors by a male nurse who would stop abruptly without warning, supposedly to make the boy hold on to the chair sides to prevent himself from being tipped out; he was unable to do so and was projected out of the wheelchair onto the floor, which on one occasion resulted in injury to his back.  This was regarded as a huge joke by the staff.
In a further medical report dated 5th August 1988 for Messrs Simcocks, Wessely expressed a diametric opinion from that of Dr Morgan-Hughes, writing: “ A label does not matter so long as the correct treatment is instituted.  It may assist the Court to point out that I am the co-author of several scientific papers concerning the topic of “ME”….I have considerable experience of both (it) and child and adult psychiatry (and) submit that mutism cannot occur (in ME). I disagree that active rehabilitation should wait until recovery has taken place, and submit that recovery will not occur until such rehabilitation has commenced……..it may help the Court to emphasise that…active management, which takes both a physical and psychological approach, is the most successful treatment available.  It is now in everyone’s interests that rehabilitation proceeds as quickly as possible.  I am sure that everyone, including Ean, is now anxious for a way out of this dilemma with dignity”.
Ean Proctor was kept in “care” and away from his parents for over five months.

Sophia Mirza;

Sophia died under very distressing circumstances on Nov 25th 2005. She showed all the classic signs of classic ME( hypersensitivity, muteness, severe pain, food allergys) but was sectioned in a mental health hospital against her will, under the mental health act, for two weeks in July 2003. This was due to the Drs blaming her Mother, Criona Wilson, for causing her condition. Her mother, quite rightly, blames her incarnation there for worsening her symptoms and subsequent death. Upon her death a autopsy was carried out. At first her cause of death could not be determined. Thanks to Simon Lawrence her spinal cord was taken away for research by Dr Chaudhuri and Dr O’Donovan which discovered unequivocal inflammatory changes affecting the special nerve cell collections (dorsal root ganglia) that are the gateways (or station) for all sensations going to the brain through the spinal cord. The changes of dorsal root ganglionitis seen in 75% of Sophia‘s spinal cord were very similar to that seen during active infection by herpes viruses (such as shingles). The cause of death was however determined as acute anuric renal failure. The other symptoms were classed as the secondry reason of death. However I think the inflammatory changes are a more significant contributing factor in her death, as I explained in a Nov post, that is the meaning of 'Myalgic Encephalomyelitis'. The cause of her illness certainly had nothing to do with her mothers handling of her.

You can find out more at her website  http://www.sophiaandme.org.uk/

Libby Meyers;

Libby Meyers, 62, is in a nursing home in Charlton Down near Dorchester but her family want her to be treated at a specialist NHS centre, the Chronic Fatuige Syndrome unit at Queens hospital in Romford  in Essex. Her husband and daughter have appealed three times but their applications have been rejected by NHS Dorset.
Mrs Meyers' husband Hugh, from Stratton near Dorchester, said his wife had simply been "abandoned" with no NHS treatment since 2007. Her bed in the Chestnut Nursing Home is being paid for by the family. Their third appeal against NHS Dorset's decision not to fund treatment in Essex was turned down recently and they now have no further right to appeal. Her husband says "She's had assessments [by local NHS] and they've all said 'sorry, she's too severely ill and we've got nothing that can help her. It may be expensive to send her to Essex but the cost implications of a woman of 62, who could probably survive in horrendous conditions for another 20 years, it doesn't make sense."
Their daughter Fiona Meyers says "They've left mum to rot in a nursing home.






   

  

Tuesday, 4 January 2011

Suspension

Hi all, happy new year :). Below are photos of the Foggy friends atc (artist trading card) swap specimens I received before Christmas



The above six are my favourite. Stupidly I forgot to take any photos of my own atc. My Grandma got me a load of card making stuff for my birthday, which is why I entered it, to use some of my stuff up.  

A model areoplane my brother got for Christmas



I received a letter in the post the other day saying Dr Wight has mysteriously suspended his clinic for the forseeable future. Nobody has a clue why. Lots of people on Foggy friends are grumbling about it, many people rely on him a great deal. Hopefully the reason isn't too serious though so he'll be able to start practising again soon.

In the meantime we will just have to continue with the treatments alone. Its a shame from the tests point of view as I'll be unable to have those now. I probably won't even be able to find a Dr to retest my Mitochondria function to see if the Infra-red has improved it

However there are ME sufferers who take Naltrexone without a Drs supervision so at least I shall probably be able to carry on accessing it.

He has recommended Zolperdem Tartrate for my sleep problems which started again in early Nov and leave me feel really rubbish (shattered, sore eyes, painful fuzzy head). It is addictive though so I can only take it occasionally. My sleep has improved the last couple of weeks though. On Sunday night I tried cutting down to 3 Melatonin tablets rather than four but slept badly again, felt very yucky, so have gone back to the original doseage. Its a pity that sleeping pills are the only thing that makes a significant difference to my sleep. I've tried cutting down on rests in case I'm underdoing it, getting fresh air and practising yoga every day but nothing like that works.

I managed to have a lovely Christmas and New year despite everything. On New years day we went out to lunch at Ickwork house, which as you can guess from the pic was delightful;

    

Friday, 26 November 2010

Current ME campaigns

Update on my progress with the infra-red and naltrexone; The infra-red and Naltrexone hasn't quite had the magical affect I hoped it'd have but obviously I haven't been under the best external conditions for miraculous recovery; first a cold, then the loss of a loved one. I have however made small progress with walking as I now walk around downstairs and in my room a bit whereas before I was completely wheelchair bound. This is mostly due to feeling less dizzy

Any improvement has also been hampered by my sudden complete loss of faith in my sleep pattern. Its alright most of the time just when I'm planning to do something special like, for example, last Saturday I planned to go on a badger workshop and I want to be at my best I suddenly become terribly afraid I'm going to sleep badly which of course stops me getting to sleep

After my cold I had to start building up my tolerence of the infra-red cocoon all over again. I'm now back to being able to use it for as long as before ( 6 mins) though happily. I'm on the full dose of Naltrexone too, 4.5 ml, compared to 1ml when I started. I was very worried when I first caught my cold that my sicky feelings were side affects of my treatments so at least its one small releif that it wasn't.

XMRV; XMRV is a newly discovered retrovirus, related to HIV, that is thought to cause cancer. It has been found in a high proportion of CFS/ME sufferers, according to a study in America. Subsequent research trials in Europe though haven't found XMRV in many of their research subjects, leading to debate, but this could be to do with the differences in diagnoses in the two countries; America has a much stricter (and possibly better) diagnosis criteria than Europe

America is also doing a much better job of dealing with XMRV.  It has commisioned top pathogen hunter Dr Ian Lipkin to carry out further XMRV research whilest the UK officials have merely stated "no public health action is required at this time". It is thought to be transmitted by blood so contaigan could spread through blood transplants.

I think leaving it untill a crisis comes up is a bad idea so have been joining in a campaign to lobby the UK government to take action

"I'm sending this E-mail to express my concern at the government
decision not to undertake research into XMRV as a current priority.
XMRV is a retrovirus, related to AIDS and lukemia. Research suggests
that it could be involved in causing both cancer and ME, common
illnesses in this country. I know these are tough finacial times but I
think the governments decision not to take XMRV seriously, RIGHT NOW,
could have terrible repercussions in the long term"

This is the message I repeatedly sent Andrew Lansley, Secretary of State for Health, Sally Davies, Chief Medical Officer at the Department of Health and John Savill, Chief Executive of the MRC most days for about a fortnight. Though I don't think XMRV is the whole answer to the underlying cause of ME I think all avenues should be explored

Worldwide petition to get access to secret ME/CFS files; This is another campaign I've championed recently. It was started by Dr John Greensmith @ ME free for all whom I'v had reason to talk to in the past. The secret files are held by the Medical Research council and will currently not be available to the public till 2072

For more infomation and if you wish to sign it click here  http://www.thepetitionsite.com/264/--if-gte-mso-9xml-wworddocument-wviewnormalwview-wzoom0wzoom-wpunctuationkerning/

I beleive that with so little infomation currently around on ME, anything that is there should be open for people to read and learn from

  http://www.mefreeforall.org/index.php?id=1

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

Dr Wight

It would take a very long time to explain every detail of the journey
which led me to becomeing one of Dr Wights patients so I shall
probably explain more as we go along. I'll just say for now that we
first heard of him when he was reccomended to us by a man who goes to
Dads Yoga Nidra class. We pressuried my Dad into going, in spite of
his aversion to anything vaugely 'hippyish', to try and releive his
stress. As it turns out its just as well we did or we'd never have
heard about Dr Wight. The man who reccomended him actually suffers
from lyme disease, not ME, but he'd been misdiagnosed with ME to start
with which is how he ended up at Dr Wights clinic.
He first tested me for Mitochondria disorders because, though ME is
generally regarded by enlightend clinicians as a neroulogical
disorder, many ME sufferers have Mitochondria problems and all forms
of treatment will prove pointless if your Mitochondria isn't working
properly.
I'v suffered from many, varied neroulogical symptoms over the years
ranging from cocentration and memory problems, hypersensitivity and
IBS to name but a few. However as I haven't got anything wrong with my
actual Mitichondria cells (apart from this glycolic acid which ison my
translocating proteins, not affecting the cell itself) the other
likely cause of my neroulogical symptoms is a persistent virus.
Probably an Enterovirus (virus of the gut). I haven't actually been
tested for any Enteroviruses as it would involve a stomach biopsy and
Dr Wight didn't want to do one of those on me. It was a virus which
gave me a very high temperature and made me so sick I couldn't keep
even water down (symptoms suggestive of a virus of the gut) that
seemed to cause my ME, 10 years ago, though.
To help fight a potential persistent virus Dr Wight has given me low
dose Naltrexone to take. I'v been taking a 1ml dose for a week now. I
haven't experienced the miracle cure I half dreamed of yet, actually
all I'v really had are a few side affects (headache, sore throat), but
nothing too bad. Overall, along with my new diet, sleep meds and
infra-red, I'm feeling brighter and optimistic